She is not happy being single. She often puts on a fake smile and laughs loudly at silly jokes just to make people think she is happy. But inside her heart, she feels like she is breaking down..Read Original/Read Complete.
She tries hard to hide her pain and loneliness from those close to her. Being single at 30 makes her feel depressed, especially because no man seems to notice her or ask her out. She keeps wondering why men don’t even look her way or want to be with her.
“Since I turned 30, men no longer approach me like before. I broke up with my ex when I was 28. After the breakup, some men asked me out, but I was not ready for another relationship. I wanted time to heal. Also, the men who came were not my type. They either did not match my energy or they were married.
Now that I am ready for a relationship, men don’t even look my way. My friends tell me I am “black, bold, and beautiful” to make me feel better, but I am starting to doubt their words because no man comes to me for a relationship. I know I am big in size. I have tried to lose weight, but my upper body gets bigger while my waist gets smaller, making my body look shapeless.
Because of this, I feel insecure about my body. Most people don’t know I am depressed because I laugh a lot and joke with them. I pretend to be fine, but inside I am not okay. Most times, I stay indoors. I only go from work to house and from house to church. I don’t really socialize. What hurts me.Read Original/Read Complete.
